Awesome Feeling!!

now its been 10 months I've been working as government servant. Sometimes I feel excited but sometimes i feel boring. Working as a government servant you have the same routine...

wake up at 6...driving to work...go back  to work...all same routine...

BUT....
Since I met my Borneo Apprentice group...Everyday is not the same....Im inspired every moment of my life. EVERYDAY IS AWESOME!!!!
Borneo Apprentice helps me to overcome the negative thinking of my life especially in believing myself.
i got feeling that i will be a great achiever not only in my life but in all expect in my life...I remember the is no failure...only feedback!!!

I CAN BE AWESOME!!INCLUDING YOU.....

THERE IS ANOTHER THINGS.....

WHAT'S YOUR EXCUSE???

a woman can be this awesome when she have
- consistency
- persistence
- Discipline
- Intensity
- patience
-Desire
-FocuS
- Faith
.....
SO?
THE FIRST STEP ALWAYS START FROM YOU....
ANY COUNSELLING...ANY GUIDE....DONT BE SHY...JUST EMAIL ME...BE ONE OF AWESOME PEOPLE!!
email: eddyluke89@gmail.com



REMEMBER!!! KEEP THE POSITIVE THINKER IN YOUR MIND!!

Her Love Story.~~

It's been a while I didn't update this blog...It's not because I'm busy but I have nothing to say and nothing to share...In short words,lack of idea.. Miraculously TODAY is the lucky day...I GOT THIS COOL STORY TO SHARE...That's Her love story~~~...

HERE'S GOES NOTHING......
   This is the story where a girl lost her love on 2011. She thought that her life will be ending soon because she has lost the only man that she love..she cried for weeks and didn't recover from her broken heart. Then she turn to God. Her only hope are God. But things didn't turn so well when she have choose the wrong path. She mixed with the wrong people and get into some scandals.She thought that by having someone on her side and give what they want fill her life with joys.
    But God knows the best for her,God let her do that mistake to make her realize that life is not that simple. After a while, she felt something burden her. With the sins and action she have done,making her life miserable. Once again, she turn to God...But know she more repent to her mistakes..She asks for Jesus to help her to find the pathway of her life. She cried and cried with the regrets at her tears.

     Suddenly she realize that, she miss Jesus so much. How many moments when Jesus were there for her but she ignored his existence. Jesus accompanies her where ever she goes, where ever she do and helping her to sleep tight and safe at night. Jesus never turn away from her even though she have done sins.She started to follow a lot of Church activities.she started to get closer to Jesus. She repent to her sins and trying to go back to the true pathway.
     One day, she got an opportunity to follow a spiritual camp at Penang. At Penang, there was a place called St. Anne Cathedral Church. Some people said that that place brings a lot of miracle. The most beautiful place with miracles. That's is bonus to someone who needs to strengthen their love to Jesus.  That  camp was exciting and enjoyable for her. She enjoy it so much. On the last day of the camp, the camper went to St.Anne Cathedral Church. One moment, the girl were move by the power of Jesus love. She kneel down and pray to God...repent her sins and asking for God mercy.

"Dear God, please forgive my sins. I have sins a lot and I have forgotten You at some moment. I am sorry to what I HAVE DONE." Then she cried like a river.

" Dear God,What did not lie in my plan lay on God's plan. I am asking You, please guide me into you kingdom. Send someone to guide me...someone from your nation,someone that would bring me close to You....God, hear my prayer..Amen"

God did hear her Prayer...At that camp, there was a boy who got his eyes on her. He is nice and humble. He  also play guitar on that society. But he got something that burden him. Same as that girl. God knows the best for both of them.


TO BE CONTINUED~~~~

nice right?hehehe...want to hear more....keep tracking this story...


 

LIVING WITH MY CATS

Waiting for job posting is so tiresome..

Lucky me, I got my 3 beautiful cat that always be at my side when i am lonely...pendek kata santai saja diurang!!!!! THEY ARE SO CUTE at 1^st but now getting bigger..and I start to not cuddling them often...cuz they are so heavy...(krem tgn sy mw angkat)..and YES!!!they are naughty...take a look on my cats citizens!!!! 

in conclusions,I LOVE ALL MY CATS...

MY BEAUTIFUL IDEA...MAYBE!

I like to write anything that pops into my head..hehehe...TODAY IS FRIDAY...and guess what...i got this Friday blues... weird rite?...

a LOT of people got the MONDAY blues...but me,hmmmm....i got this Friday blues....dont know why..i feel empty,nothing inside me...!!(duhhhh....jiwang pula)...im thinking what the best word to describe this...

MAYBE NOOBS...YEAH,I FEEL NOOBS!!(NOOBS is the words from DOTA)...i keep using it since i play DOTA...hehehe..oyah...talking bout DOTA...there is something I was hoping happen in DOTA...

OYEAH!!DOMO IN DOTA...hahhahaa..

so cute2 that DOMO..hehehhe..(berharap la kunun tp mustahil for this kind of game...hehehe)...
hmmmm...mcm lari da ni dari cerita asal sa.....well,back to my FRIDAY BLUES...some other people prefer weekends than weekdays...but for me...

when im having my loooooooonggggg holidays...I would prefer weekdays...cuz my cartoons will always be there for me...hahahha..(kartun ba yg penting)....

suda masuk 22 tapi masih lg tgk kartun arrrr...punya la...(p/s :noobs)

okay!! I don't care actually people said...just being myself.. that is the most important things in our life.. don't be someone that people want you to be..cuz you will never find  your happiness...

That Kitty stole my Heart!

I got this cat from my cousin...after a lot of persuade, FINALLY I GOT THE CAT..yeah  ?? ???(persuading a little girl..12 years younger than me .+,+)

dont know why but lately I have fallen for this kitty...oyeah!!...forget to tell her name...SHE is PRECIOUS...(my sister gave her name,but i never called her like that...only call her "miau....miau"..hehe)...

she is so sweet like an apple in my eye...(uisehhhh...ayat ba)...cute but naughty...yet i still loving her...she always be there for me when I am lonely...She like to sleep on my lappy when I was planing to play games....luckily, she got that cute face...i never get mad at her..hahaha...i am lookinf forward to see she growing....well, got to go...she is calling me to play together....hehehe...

11 tips TO BECOME GREAT COUPLE!!

i saw this on somewhere blog...i think its useful...hehehehe..FOR LOVEY-DOVEY couple!!

1. Beriman

Untuk menjadi pasangan yang lebih baik, kunci pertama adalah menguatkan iman anda sendiri. Dengan adanya pasangan yang beriman, maka pasti hubungan cinta antara kedua pasangan akan mencapai titik yang maksimum.

2. Jangan ‘minder’ dan selalu mengenang masa lalu

Janganlah bersikap minder terhadap pasangan anda. Bila anda pernah membuat suatu kesalahan dimasa lalu , jangan selalu dikenang atau diingat. Berfikirlah positif. Bila anda minder, sama saja anda mengatakan bahwa anda tidak sepadan untuk pasangan anda. Bila anda tidak percaya diri, bahwa anda adalah pasangan yang sepadan untuk dia, maka anda akan benar-benar menjadi pasangan yang tidak sepadan.

3. Romantis

Ketika suatu hubungan cinta mulai mengalami keretakan, tanda pertama yang terlihat adalah mulai berpudarnya romantisme antara pasangan. Umumnya pasangan yang akan retak melupakan bagaimana senangnya ketika pertama kali mereka menjalin hungan tersebut. Suatu hubungan cinta adalah sesuatu yang harus terus menerus dibina dan bersikap romantis dalam membina hubungan tersebut adalah mutlak.

4. Jangan membuat sesuatu hanya kerana ingin membahagiakan pasangan anda

Berapa kalikah anda pernah mengerjakan sesuatu untuk pasangan anda yang sebenarnya tidak ingin anda lakukan, tapi tetap anda lakukan kerana ingin membuat pasangan anda bahagia.. Bagaimana perasaan anda ketika mengerjakan hal tersebut? Setiap kali anda membuat kompromi atas sikap anda tersebut, anda memperlebar jurang hubungan cinta anda. Sebaiknya anda secara jujur mengatakan pada pasangan anda bahawa anda kurang senang mengerjakan hal tersebut, dan mencari alternatif lain untuk mengatasinya bersama.

5. Jangan paksa pasangan anda untuk melakukan hal-hal yang dia kurang senangi

Ini adalah kebalikan dari tip diatas. Kalau anda tahu pasangan anda kurang senang melakukan sesuatu hal, mengapa dipaksakan… ..??

6. Jangan merendahkan pasangan anda

Tidak ada manusia yang sempurna didunia ini. Masing2 mempunyai daya fikir, kerja dan daya tahan tersendiri. Bila anda selalu merendahkan pasangan anda dengan menyalahkan apa saja yang dia salah lakukan, bagaimana anda akan berharap dia akan berbuat benar?

7. Jangan memberi janji yang anda tidak mampu penuhi

Kepercayaan adalah hal penting pada suatu hubungan cinta. Kepercayaan harus dibina dan dikembangkan. Bila anda tidak memenuhi janji anda pada pasangan anda, bagaimana pasangan anda akan percaya pada anda pada masa yang akan datang?

8. Usahakan untuk selalu berada disisinya

Pasangan anda merupakan teman anda untuk seumur hidup… .Usahakan untuk berada disisinya baik dalam suka maupun duka… .

9. Komunikasi

Dunia berubah dari hari ke hari. Bila anda tidak terus menerus berkomunikasi dengan pasangan anda, anda akan terkejut apabila pada suatu hari anda baru menyadari bahwa jurang perbezaan antara anda berdua telah semakin lebar.

10. Jangan berlaku kasar dan semena-mena terhadap pasangan anda

Cukup jelas…
Hormatilah pasangan anda sebagaimana anda menghormati manusia lainnya. Jangan sampai anda lebih menghormati teman anda daripada menghormati pasangan anda.

11. Jujurlah selalu

Biasanya suatu hubungan cinta tidak akan berlangsung lama apabila dibangun dan didasari atas kebohongan. Walaupun pasangan anda tidak pernah mengetahui kebohongan yan tersimpan, tetapi fakta bahwa anda mengetahui kebohongan itu, akan mempengaruhi perasaan anda maupun pasangan anda. Dengan itu, hubungan cinta tak akan mencapai titik yang maksimum

.http://penpatah.blogspot.com/2012/09/11-tips-dalam-berpasangan.html

DAYS AFTER CHRISTMAS!!

Christmas just passed and now its for vacation time!!On 27^th of December...me folled my family for a family vacation...well,kind of excited becuz I can relaxed and enjoy the scene at there....Guess the place????well,its Kudat...and the main spot is Simpang Mengayau...

the tip of BORNEO!!!nice view...and nice whether...

love that moment in just 1 eday we have gone 2 RANAU-KUNDASANG-K.BELUD-K.MARUDU-KUDAT-TUARAN-TAMPARULI...and go back Ranau!!

Well,don’t want to talk more...just enjoy the scene and thank YOU Lord for the OPPOTUNITY to live!!!Thank You,JESUS!!

THE LAST MOMENT!!

EXAM IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER!!

OSCE done!!...PRESENTATION done!!now is the time for the final battle....the final exam for final semester...wish all of my friends n i all the best on exam!!

Hope everything goes smoothy...

showing my schedule,countdown and "kata semangat" infront of my desk!!hoho...just 2 calm my heart

GOD BLESS US WITH YOUR HOLY SPIRIT..MAY OUR MIND CALM AND READY TO GET THROUGH THE EXAM!!AMEN!!

BAKE A CAKE BY USING RICE COOKER!

anything can be done by the pOwer of BELIEVE!!

i believe in the name of God i can bake a cake.,...and walllllaaaaaa!!

i have bake a cake....hehhehehhee...AND THE GOOD NEWS is im not using an oven...im using a rice cooker..

the bahan basah!!

ready to bake!

TADAAA!!!!WALLLAAA...MY CAKE!!

IN conclusion, anything can be done if WE BELIEVE WE CAN DO IT!!!

~~~~blessed by the GOD almighty~~~

I'M A KOREAN ADDICT!!!

IM NOT 17 ANYMORE BUT I FEEL LIKE 17 WHEN IM BECOMING A KOREAN ADDICT...

Huhuhuhu...i admit im a Korean addict after i start to watch Korean drama...omg..omg!!!!...this is a disease but i cannot deny anything,,,feels like im 17 again...hahhahahha...still remember the first Korean boy i loveeeee so much long time ago...his name is Koike Teppei...kawaaiiiiiii!!!

actually he is Japanese but to me Japanese and Korean is all most the same...hahhahaha....

TIME PASSED SO FAST!!

ITS JANUARY 2012....ITS FEBRUARY 2012...ITS VALENTINE....ITS 29/02/2012...ITS 01.MARCH... 2012...

time passes so fast until I didn't realize its MARCH!!

OH...noooo!!!

my last 3 months,i have felt so many things...happy,stressful,being dumb,being sick,being broken hearted and most of the time being happy with my friends at Hospital Selayang....... my last day at Hospital Selayang we went to lunch at MCD...but what we expected is so far away than we imagined...

we have lost our appetite...but WE HAVE TO EAT OR NOT WE WILL STARVING TO DEATH...me and my friend ordered FILLET OR FISH...WHICH ITS IS TOTALLY TASTELESS....

i only can felt eating oil..the fish is so oily,the bun is cute but the tartar sauce is damn puking me..its like someone puke on my burger...i can feel that they using picked chili in vinegar ...and the cheese is so little..and melted a lot...OMG!!

.....

then something happen when we going back to hospital..the taxi driver cheated us...we supposed to pay rm4.50 only,,,he took rm5....what happen to this world..student will always get cheated by the driver...its not only happen when going back..its happen also when we going to lunch...the taxi driver said we got more person in one taxi..but we just only 4 person which is the standard people in one taxi...WHAT A CHEATER!!!he took rm6 which making my friend 2 blow her up...she was annoyed by the taxi driver...

TO ALL TAXI DRIVER IN THE COUNTRY,PLEASE...don't cheat innocent students..student still don't have work..have no salary..we ain't got money!!DON'T CHEAT US...ThANK yOU!!

If I Die young!!

this is the feeling after I know the disease...

i thought i'm going to die..

what will happen after this

i will not know...

it just all in God's hand~~

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
oh oh oh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I’ll shine down on my mother
She’ll know I’m safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain’t always what you think it ought to be, no
ain’t even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

And I’ll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom
I’m as green as the ring on my little cold finger
I’ve never known the lovin’ of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand
There’s a boy here in town says he’ll love me forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no I’ll sell them for a dollar
They’re worth so much more after I’m a goner
And maybe then you’ll hear the words I been singin’
Funny when you’re dead how people start listenin’

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
oh oh

The ballad of a dove
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep ‘em in your pocket
Save them for a time when your really gonna need ‘em oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls

listen to the songs!!

LIFE IN SEM5!!

sem 5 in jan 2012...

my schedule~~

sy malas.bangun pagi.mandi.naik bas.tdor dlm bas.bangun.makan brekfast.masuk keja.buzy buat troli in patient.lunch.smbung buat P/S.tlng isi ubat discharged.pkul 5.tdor dlm bas.bangun n smpai hostel.pg cfe.bli mknn.balik bilik.cuci kain.tidow.!!!!

this is my routine for the coming 2 months....so boring...so tired n so exhausted....kena sbar la....huhuhu...awal2 tahun suda selesma...kcian...btw,wish me luck in my NEW YEAR!!HOPE STILL SEMPAT MAU WISH HAPPY NEW YEAR N MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

SY TIA SUKA INI PERASAAN!!

APA PERASAAN KO BILA ADA ORG KC KPNAS KO NGA BILA KO MO MRAH...DIA KTWA....MCM PERASAAN TIDAK JADI KN...PUNYA SANDIIII.....MCM KO MINUM CUKA SMA KOPI...LAIN2 ITU PERASAAAN...KANAPAA?????

tp main point sa mo bckap bukan psal itu gia...sikarng sy mo ckp psal perasaan...

my 1st word... DONT TRUST SOMEONE THAT U DONT BELIEVE...sakit hati kama....

my 2nd word, DONT DRINK TOO MUCH IF U KNOW U WILL GET HANGOVER...dia pham perasan dia bila suda mabuk2 trus termuntah2...bikin susah org negi...edei dege...ALCOHOL IS DANGEROUS...smpai nekegugu ba lpas minum..punya teruk....okok...sy janji tiamo suda mabuk bgtu teruk.....bikin malu sja....tp yg pling siuk apabila ada benda yg buli bt ktwa2..hahahhahaa

ada lg sia tia suka bila sia shopping nga kana tinguk itu salesgirl...mcm sia mencuri ja kunun...org siuk2 ada mud mo shoping trus kna tenung...apakah?????nda siuk itu perasaan tu....nda buli ka kasi biar sia shopping tnpa kna tinguk.....aduuuuuyai.....

sy rsa ini sjalah sa mo ckp ni sbb bnyk hal lg sy rsa mc bermain dlm pikiran...ceeewahhh!!!ayat....hahhahahha..okok!!btw...HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

HEY...U look beautiful without makeup....

HEY...U DONT NEED MAKEUP TO COVER UR NATURAL LOOK...JUZ GO WITH IT....APPRICIATE WHAT GOD GIVES TO U....THANX GOD!...

TO ALL GIRLS OUT THERE....NO NEED TOO MUCH MAKEUP 2 BE URSELF...JUST GO WITH IT....BE CONFIDENT!

DIVINE THOUGHT.

Today is so freak to me..everything is just turning myself 2 insane...of cuz Dota makes me crazy but the most importantly is my feeling....how my feeling drives me crazy????
Today when I opened my last 4 years diaries...I laughed and start to think “OWWWW....gitu pla saa dlu kn...” but after that I think back what I have been through within 4 years...
Its true..huh....TIME CAN CHANGE PEOPLE...time can cure the wound within the heart....and I believe 1 thing...
.....PEOPLE DO CHANGE....so AM I....there is no words I can express anymore...what I felt today is something weird...weirdoooooo.......

GOTHIC MAKEUP.

I'M JUZ TESING SOMETHING NEW...AND MY INSPIRATION TODAY IS GOTHIC.... GUINEA PIC IS.....ME...OHOHOHOHO...TRY TO LOOK INTO IT...

my original face.

then after the gothication...hohoho....

the tears is fake...dont think its real ok....

finnish....thats all for today..so tired...huuuuuu!!daaa.a..a.

MAKEUP TUTORIAL BY ME....

makeup is just the spice of beauty...what i have done to my face now is just a tester..dont know it is good or not....try 2 look into it...

my original face....huhuhuhuh

putting foundation spf 15 for the basic

THE RESULT!!

putting the basic colour at the eye...white colour...

basic colour..not perfect...huhuhu

the second colour is silver...30% perfect.

result after 2nd colour...still not perfect...

the 3rd colour....purple...

after the 3rd colour...so...what do you think?
mixed the colour of the eye with a little black.....

mixed up and add some white colour outside the eye...


now...the eye liner...by in2it...


well,mixed up the makeup powder??


last but not least...the lips...now it is 70% perfect...

done!!!my masterpiece...bad isnt???huhuhuhu.....

ok...i think im finish here..such a bad tutorial by bad english...sorry...any question just ask me ok......adious!!!