SY TIA SUKA INI PERASAAN!!

APA PERASAAN KO BILA ADA ORG KC KPNAS KO NGA BILA KO MO MRAH...DIA KTWA....MCM PERASAAN TIDAK JADI KN...PUNYA SANDIIII.....MCM KO MINUM CUKA SMA KOPI...LAIN2 ITU PERASAAAN...KANAPAA?????

tp main point sa mo bckap bukan psal itu gia...sikarng sy mo ckp psal perasaan...

my 1st word... DONT TRUST SOMEONE THAT U DONT BELIEVE...sakit hati kama....

my 2nd word, DONT DRINK TOO MUCH IF U KNOW U WILL GET HANGOVER...dia pham perasan dia bila suda mabuk2 trus termuntah2...bikin susah org negi...edei dege...ALCOHOL IS DANGEROUS...smpai nekegugu ba lpas minum..punya teruk....okok...sy janji tiamo suda mabuk bgtu teruk.....bikin malu sja....tp yg pling siuk apabila ada benda yg buli bt ktwa2..hahahhahaa

ada lg sia tia suka bila sia shopping nga kana tinguk itu salesgirl...mcm sia mencuri ja kunun...org siuk2 ada mud mo shoping trus kna tenung...apakah?????nda siuk itu perasaan tu....nda buli ka kasi biar sia shopping tnpa kna tinguk.....aduuuuuyai.....

sy rsa ini sjalah sa mo ckp ni sbb bnyk hal lg sy rsa mc bermain dlm pikiran...ceeewahhh!!!ayat....hahhahahha..okok!!btw...HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

HEY...U look beautiful without makeup....

HEY...U DONT NEED MAKEUP TO COVER UR NATURAL LOOK...JUZ GO WITH IT....APPRICIATE WHAT GOD GIVES TO U....THANX GOD!...

TO ALL GIRLS OUT THERE....NO NEED TOO MUCH MAKEUP 2 BE URSELF...JUST GO WITH IT....BE CONFIDENT!

DIVINE THOUGHT.

Today is so freak to me..everything is just turning myself 2 insane...of cuz Dota makes me crazy but the most importantly is my feeling....how my feeling drives me crazy????
Today when I opened my last 4 years diaries...I laughed and start to think “OWWWW....gitu pla saa dlu kn...” but after that I think back what I have been through within 4 years...
Its true..huh....TIME CAN CHANGE PEOPLE...time can cure the wound within the heart....and I believe 1 thing...
.....PEOPLE DO CHANGE....so AM I....there is no words I can express anymore...what I felt today is something weird...weirdoooooo.......

GOTHIC MAKEUP.

I'M JUZ TESING SOMETHING NEW...AND MY INSPIRATION TODAY IS GOTHIC.... GUINEA PIC IS.....ME...OHOHOHOHO...TRY TO LOOK INTO IT...

my original face.

then after the gothication...hohoho....

the tears is fake...dont think its real ok....

finnish....thats all for today..so tired...huuuuuu!!daaa.a..a.

MAKEUP TUTORIAL BY ME....

makeup is just the spice of beauty...what i have done to my face now is just a tester..dont know it is good or not....try 2 look into it...

my original face....huhuhuhuh

putting foundation spf 15 for the basic

THE RESULT!!

putting the basic colour at the eye...white colour...

basic colour..not perfect...huhuhu

the second colour is silver...30% perfect.

result after 2nd colour...still not perfect...

the 3rd colour....purple...

after the 3rd colour...so...what do you think?
mixed the colour of the eye with a little black.....

mixed up and add some white colour outside the eye...


now...the eye liner...by in2it...


well,mixed up the makeup powder??


last but not least...the lips...now it is 70% perfect...

done!!!my masterpiece...bad isnt???huhuhuhu.....

ok...i think im finish here..such a bad tutorial by bad english...sorry...any question just ask me ok......adious!!!

APABILA GAJI KELUAR AWAL......BULAN OKTOBER!

APABILA GAJI KELUAR AWAL......BULAN OKTOBER!

Mmg sakit bila ter’over’ bjet bila tlampau ikut nafsu...lagi sakit bila tau bulan depan kluar elaun lambt...hadooooiiii.....

tu la tlampau ikut nfsu mo men’shopng’kn dri...tinguk la apa jadi....bulum2 smpai tgah bulan suda hbis duit....hadoooi....mmg sa myesal ow tlrbih bjet bulan ni....skrng suda kna,len kali kna jaga2 suda ni..apa gia org tua ckap tu,biar terasa dulu bru sedar kn......MIMANG PUN!!!

Nda sangka pula suda hujung sem suda...sem 4 untk prktikal....Masuk bulan November (11),mgu terakhir mta sain buku log...kelam kabut lg mo p cri pegawai mta sain...munungkamang p cri pegawai sana sini....

msuk juga mood study yg teramat tamat...kunun la....suma apa yg dipraktiskan d hospital sumanya kluar xm....tp masalahnya tym d hospital sa main ja...apa mcm mo bljar gia....hadoi.....

tu la main ja...egulet gia....iri negi..

NI MASA ADA PROMOSI KESIHATN KALI...NDA SA INGT..TP MO TRIP2 KUNUN 2 TANGAN...HAHHAHA...

NI TYM LAST SA D HOSPTAL UTK SEM 4..MEMBE SA NAMANYA JEGATHESS...KWN YG SLLU SA KCU...(P/S :MCM AMBIL DADAH SJA 2 BUDAK BJU PEACH...ADOI..SLAHKAN MUKA BRU BGN)

sa xm nt 15 Nov n 16Nov...2 hari ja....4 ppers...pendek kata, ada 2 mgu lg la mo study barabis....baaaa.....gudluck juga mereka yg akan ambil xm mcm sa....hahhahahahaa....

oyah, sblm sa lupa sa rsa ini yg paling pnting mo ckap...rajin+ doa = kejayaaan...jd kpada suma org...jgn la lupa untuk bersembayang.....PRAYER IS THE MOST STRONGEST ENERGY.....

A PICTURE TELLS A THOUSANDS STORIES.....

people said a picture can describe a whole story...lets us see whether the picture can tell a full described story...

WE MUST APPRECIATE THE MEMORIES WE GOT BEFORE WE FORGET EVERYTHING...

NI KAH BILANG KAWAN??

Kita hidup jadi mnusia ni msti ada kwn...klau nda da kwn kta sndri tda dpt tlng dri kta klau dlm TEDA DUIT kesusahn....

tp kta tda tau mna 1 kwn yg btul2 kwn..ada kwn yg mcm maggi,kana air panas ja trus kmbang. bangas..xda ble sda simpan lma2...

mna kwn yg honest,mn kwn yg plastic, mn kwn yg btl2 prensip porever...

org bilang, mkin lma kta hdup..mkin rmai kwn kta...trus mkin rmai la org yg kta knal...trus kta tau la mcm na hati org sbnrnya...old-old people said, makin bnyk asam gram dia bilangkan??

Ada 1 crta psal persahabatan diantara manusia...bgni cerita dia...

Ada 1 kwn blia dia sdih,kcwa,gveup n bila dia lonely,dia akn cri membe lama dia.

.bkol la kunun dlm henpon...sony ericson.....membe dia ni ma suda dia nda contact..tp bla membe dia ni contact c kwn yg sdih,dia sllu jwb bzy la...bnyk keja la mo bt..teda msa la..

bla c kwn ni bkol ja kc luah prasan sma membe dia..trus tdiam la knun c membe...

bla abis sda dia kc luah suma..c membe ckap sma dia,

“time susah ja kn ko cri sy...time snang ko kc lupa sy...”

Trus c kwn tdiam...btul la juga apa c membe ckap sma dia....kta pun ada yng mcm 2 dlm dunia ni tau...time snang kita njoy sma kwn bru kta, time susah kita cri kwn lama kita...ni ka ko bilang kawan??

never look back...

never regret..never forget the person you ever met..

never say never 2 when its comes to your friends.
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PKIR-PKIR LA NI BENDA NI. ..SLALULAH SIMPAN DLM HATI ORG YNG JAUH...

...SBB D DUNIA NI KTA SNDRI TDA SDAR APA KITA BUAT SMA ORG D SKILING KITA..HARGAILAH APA YNG MASIH ADA N INGAT-INGATLAH YNG SUDAH TIADA...peace!!!(ada mgkali ayat yg teteda kaitan kna kc kait...hahaha)

WISHES OR DREAM....

empty...(@_@)

a month ago i was dreaming to celebrate my 20th bifday with full of joy and happiness...

celebrate with my closest friend...

celebrate with secret recipe cake...nyum...nyum...

and most of all with my beloved one...

the one i love the most...

but now,......

a day before my bifday...i feel empty...

all my wishes was fly away...

mayb my wish cannot be achieve.....

.....duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhh!!!!!!(@_@)

teteda ow mo emo-emo skrng...sy spttnya b hppy not sedey-sedey..hahahaa...i just got my ear pierce..

.in my 20th years i live..this is the 2nd time I pierce my ear...the 1st time i pierced my ear is when i was kindergarten...i screamed so much and i cried so much...it hurt very much...until my mum cancelled to pierced another ear..hahaha..so funny...

the 2nd time is when 2 day b4 my bifday....i go with my friends to SELAYANG MALL at lunch...

i was scared and almost cried because of the pain i felt...but now i'm a big girl..i do not cry....

it was extremeness pain...but i still stand for it...

pain is pain..but its worth it..huahahaha..1 of my wish has been achieved...well, at least i have pierced my ear before i was 20th...thanks GOD....

okkk... i got other job to do..i have to go....adious!!!

A POST THAT TOUCHED ME....

THE STORY THAT TOUCHES MY HEART....I JUST GOT IT FROM facebook THEN I repost it....

Hi, Mommy.

...I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise.Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've gotbeautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but Iwill when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call meyour one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but wehave each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want tobe a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn'twait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life wasperfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face Iwill see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. Iknow it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him aboutme! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think thatyou noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something calledwedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understandyet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he didsomething scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, andyour hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sadfor you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. Itdoesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after,and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if Ido. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? Idon't like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, andyou're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes,and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the mostbeautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'mhappiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just waitand see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I willmake you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put yourhands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I loveyou, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was actingfunny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don'tknow why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry,Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise toprotect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a goodperson, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't wantus. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me ortouched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? Istill love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is whenyou sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hugme with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you dothat when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're goingsomewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like ahospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tellyou that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.

...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don'tknow what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I thinksomething's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared,Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I loveyou!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! Itfeels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. Theytold me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did youget rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did somethingwrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Whydon't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I wantto live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not careabout me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please sayyou'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds andsee your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, Iwant you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I didsomething wrong. I love you!

I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.

Two more eyes that will never see.

Two more hands that will never touch.

Two more legs that will never run.

One more mouth that will never speak.

If you’re against abortion, reblog.

JANGGAL RASA APA?OREN?EPAL?....

dont be embarrassed with your awkwardness..owned it...laugh at it...@ jangan malu akn kejanggalan anda...terima la..ketawa jala...(cuz bikin malu)...hahahaha...

sia ada mud mo membebel sbb ada smeting jd sumber sumber inspirasi sy dlm karya sy..hehehe...

P/S :PERNAH KA SIA RSA JANGGAL??

JWPN : YES,OF COURSE....YALA BA..parna...

SKRNG pun sia rsa janggal sbb ktwa sndiri2...mulau...nda ba...sia mmg pernah rsa janggal..tp janggal 2 yg buat kita matang...sem ini pun sy tersgt2 janggal...sbb ter'praktikal' sma2 ex sia...itu la ba..janji manis gia tym kapel-kapel kunun..."sia sgp praktikal sma ko,sia ndaa kc tgal ko"...tapi last2...tgk la apa jadi....jadi ex baahhhh....terkejanggalan trus ba sia...apa ble bt suda kn klo suda teda jodoh.....masalahnya,janggal bukan sbb sia malu ba....tp malu mau bckap sbb sda prnah kapel kn...

sia nda kemalu-maluan mo berckap tapi dia yg tda dpat berckap....UKA PENDI BE......peduli la...mlas mau pdli psal 2...

sy ada tgk ba 1 vdeo yg jadi sumber inpirasi sy mo mebebel...VDEO RYAN NIGA...

TAJUKNYA 'THE AWKWARD MOMENT WHEN.."

MMG KTWA TERBAHAK2 LA SIA TGK 2 VDEO...

ada 1 line yg buat sy kegirakon tomod...bila dia ckap bye sma kwn dia tp jalan sma juga pulang,trus dia cover malu dia dgn ber'sms' d hepon dia....hahaha..sia pun malu ow klo gtu...ckap bye tp jaln2 sma2 juga....hahaha...

KLO MO TAU CRTA LEBIH PSAL AWKWARD..TGK LA VDEO C RYAN NIGA...chewah...promosi konon...hahaha...check out!!!

tgk ni k....>>>>

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5__rFK07pGI&feature=player_profilepage

APA KEJADIAN KLO MEGINUM???

bnyk kejadian berlaku klo seseorang itu minum...ada yang jahat n ada juga yang baik...tapi yang paling kna popular skrang adalah org logob buat pekara lucu@lawak smpai tdak dpt tutup kemaluan sda....tapi bukan salah diurang itu...suma slah itu TINUMON...sekali lagi diulang,KASI SALAH ITU TINUMON....bgni la kejadian dia....

dulu2 msa org ada perayaan Suma sgp byr untuk beli trus bila stat sda tia pndai brhenti itu...yang paling budu bila org 2 bulan sebelum KAMAATAN,stat suda mo kumpul duit...bukan bikin apa..tapi bikin beli ber"keten2" TIGER BEER...nekeulau!!mo kasi bahagia itu kehidupan kunun tym KAMAATAN padahal MAKIN teruk...

APA KEJADIAN KLO SUMA KNA KC CAMPUR???

KAPAK+CHIVAS+WAIN+TIGER+AIS+ WISKI+LIMAU+ GARAM= nakalapik....

(baru tius 1 kali......)

sia pun pandai minum baah klo ada org bawa...bergalas2 be....minum teh tarik d kadai mamak ba...minum juga kn...KITA MINUM DULU!!!.(p/s :apa barang minum teh tarik???)

yang paling tia buli kna trima ni bila suda MINUM KLUAR BALIK D MULUT...MULAU!!paling tia patut berlaku...ni la kejadian dia bila org meginum tunjuk kejantanan dia...tunjk hebat la kunun minum banyak...satu kali terkeluar balik di mulut...secara ringkas kasi muntah balik..sia-sia ja minum...BIKIN RUGI SJA DUIT..

OK2...uka pendi be....iri negi bei...serita pasal tinumon..kita minum alkohol nda salah bogia tp klo suda nakalabai suda d badan mmg salah sudala...sekali lagi sy ulang..kasi salah 2 TINUMON...

SY ada pantun sebelum berambus....

DATANG PERAYAAN,SMBUT SMA2 KITA

BILA MEGINUM,SMA2 JUGA KITA..

TAPI...KLO KO MUNTAH.....

PPPPPPPPPPPP KO SNAAAAAAAA.....

TEBURUS!!!

adios!!