A POST THAT TOUCHED ME....

THE STORY THAT TOUCHES MY HEART....I JUST GOT IT FROM facebook THEN I repost it....

Hi, Mommy.

...I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise.Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've gotbeautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but Iwill when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call meyour one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but wehave each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want tobe a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn'twait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life wasperfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face Iwill see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. Iknow it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him aboutme! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think thatyou noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something calledwedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understandyet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he didsomething scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, andyour hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sadfor you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. Itdoesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after,and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if Ido. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? Idon't like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, andyou're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes,and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the mostbeautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'mhappiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just waitand see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I willmake you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put yourhands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I loveyou, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was actingfunny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don'tknow why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry,Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise toprotect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a goodperson, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't wantus. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me ortouched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? Istill love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is whenyou sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hugme with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you dothat when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're goingsomewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like ahospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tellyou that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.

...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don'tknow what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I thinksomething's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared,Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I loveyou!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! Itfeels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. Theytold me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did youget rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did somethingwrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Whydon't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I wantto live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not careabout me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please sayyou'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds andsee your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, Iwant you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I didsomething wrong. I love you!

I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.

Two more eyes that will never see.

Two more hands that will never touch.

Two more legs that will never run.

One more mouth that will never speak.

If you’re against abortion, reblog.

JANGGAL RASA APA?OREN?EPAL?....

dont be embarrassed with your awkwardness..owned it...laugh at it...@ jangan malu akn kejanggalan anda...terima la..ketawa jala...(cuz bikin malu)...hahahaha...

sia ada mud mo membebel sbb ada smeting jd sumber sumber inspirasi sy dlm karya sy..hehehe...

P/S :PERNAH KA SIA RSA JANGGAL??

JWPN : YES,OF COURSE....YALA BA..parna...

SKRNG pun sia rsa janggal sbb ktwa sndiri2...mulau...nda ba...sia mmg pernah rsa janggal..tp janggal 2 yg buat kita matang...sem ini pun sy tersgt2 janggal...sbb ter'praktikal' sma2 ex sia...itu la ba..janji manis gia tym kapel-kapel kunun..."sia sgp praktikal sma ko,sia ndaa kc tgal ko"...tapi last2...tgk la apa jadi....jadi ex baahhhh....terkejanggalan trus ba sia...apa ble bt suda kn klo suda teda jodoh.....masalahnya,janggal bukan sbb sia malu ba....tp malu mau bckap sbb sda prnah kapel kn...

sia nda kemalu-maluan mo berckap tapi dia yg tda dpat berckap....UKA PENDI BE......peduli la...mlas mau pdli psal 2...

sy ada tgk ba 1 vdeo yg jadi sumber inpirasi sy mo mebebel...VDEO RYAN NIGA...

TAJUKNYA 'THE AWKWARD MOMENT WHEN.."

MMG KTWA TERBAHAK2 LA SIA TGK 2 VDEO...

ada 1 line yg buat sy kegirakon tomod...bila dia ckap bye sma kwn dia tp jalan sma juga pulang,trus dia cover malu dia dgn ber'sms' d hepon dia....hahaha..sia pun malu ow klo gtu...ckap bye tp jaln2 sma2 juga....hahaha...

KLO MO TAU CRTA LEBIH PSAL AWKWARD..TGK LA VDEO C RYAN NIGA...chewah...promosi konon...hahaha...check out!!!

tgk ni k....>>>>

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5__rFK07pGI&feature=player_profilepage

APA KEJADIAN KLO MEGINUM???

bnyk kejadian berlaku klo seseorang itu minum...ada yang jahat n ada juga yang baik...tapi yang paling kna popular skrang adalah org logob buat pekara lucu@lawak smpai tdak dpt tutup kemaluan sda....tapi bukan salah diurang itu...suma slah itu TINUMON...sekali lagi diulang,KASI SALAH ITU TINUMON....bgni la kejadian dia....

dulu2 msa org ada perayaan Suma sgp byr untuk beli trus bila stat sda tia pndai brhenti itu...yang paling budu bila org 2 bulan sebelum KAMAATAN,stat suda mo kumpul duit...bukan bikin apa..tapi bikin beli ber"keten2" TIGER BEER...nekeulau!!mo kasi bahagia itu kehidupan kunun tym KAMAATAN padahal MAKIN teruk...

APA KEJADIAN KLO SUMA KNA KC CAMPUR???

KAPAK+CHIVAS+WAIN+TIGER+AIS+ WISKI+LIMAU+ GARAM= nakalapik....

(baru tius 1 kali......)

sia pun pandai minum baah klo ada org bawa...bergalas2 be....minum teh tarik d kadai mamak ba...minum juga kn...KITA MINUM DULU!!!.(p/s :apa barang minum teh tarik???)

yang paling tia buli kna trima ni bila suda MINUM KLUAR BALIK D MULUT...MULAU!!paling tia patut berlaku...ni la kejadian dia bila org meginum tunjuk kejantanan dia...tunjk hebat la kunun minum banyak...satu kali terkeluar balik di mulut...secara ringkas kasi muntah balik..sia-sia ja minum...BIKIN RUGI SJA DUIT..

OK2...uka pendi be....iri negi bei...serita pasal tinumon..kita minum alkohol nda salah bogia tp klo suda nakalabai suda d badan mmg salah sudala...sekali lagi sy ulang..kasi salah 2 TINUMON...

SY ada pantun sebelum berambus....

DATANG PERAYAAN,SMBUT SMA2 KITA

BILA MEGINUM,SMA2 JUGA KITA..

TAPI...KLO KO MUNTAH.....

PPPPPPPPPPPP KO SNAAAAAAAA.....

TEBURUS!!!

adios!!

1 HARI BER'SPEAKING' KITA DUSUN N BELAWAK

TINGUK BAINI TAJUK....KATARA BTUL NI TEDA IDEA...sumandak momboros dusun nga au asampin tomod...nga ingaa masalah...baino nopo nga tadau momboros dusun...logot logot momboros dusun bogia...soira lg gia balajal momboros? tulun tokou mositi mokinogou boros id urang tua,boros kangku diau nga balajal no momboros dusun...iri negi bei,tulun tokou negima....uka pendi beee.......

sia nda pndai degima momboros dusun....brcerita la bru sia pandai...ada ba 1 teka teki...

KATAK BERASAL DR MANA?....

KLO org normal mesti cakap berasal dr tentelu@telur kn???

klo org mabuk punya jawapan len..klo org DUSUN MAGAUK akan jwp, berasal dr TEMPURUNG KELAPA...KANAPA???

SBBnya ialah...pepatah pun mengatakan bahawa katak di bawah tempurung kn???

butul jga kn???naaaaaaaaaaahhhhh...ada bukti sda ba.....katak berasal dr bawah tempurung...

sia ada cerita bah ni psal 1 budak kampung yg ada semangat mcm BADANG...Berani sma tia tau malu....pndiknya,tiada mallu2 tungau...dulu2 tym sikul,dia brni terima org punya cabaran...satu hari dia terima cabran kwn dia p bejalan balik dr sikul p rumah dia belakon jd tempang...mo tau apa dia buat....dia lipat sluar dia smpai lutut,dia lipat bju sikul dia smpai npak bahu....lpas ja jam 12.30 tghri d dpn pntu pagar sikul dia buat2 kaki tempang...tangan kudung...trus bjalan spnjang jln...bila smpai d tgh jln sda...tiba2 org bhenti...npak dia...kcian mangkali 2....trus p bagi dia duit rm10...tp nsib bek 2 driver tda kc nek dia...hahahaa..trus SHUHHHHH....jln trus 2 kerta...dia bingung2 kn trus buat jala knun smpai d rumah...bla smpai ja d dpan rmah dia...trus dia melompat2 gembira dpt duit...padahal normal mah itu org...hahaha...punya men lucu ni org...belakon tp dapat duit...itulah kna cbar gia kn sma kwn2 dia...trus dpat duit...hahahha...lawak ni org ow....

TAPI NDA PA...sia bnyk lagi cerita baini...tp pnat pla menaip...len kali la kc crita...ok...sia mangantuk@siodop@sleepy@mangantuk...ok!!ADIOS...oyah,gambar yang dimasukkn teda kaitan dgn cerita...teda teda 2...saja mo kc tambah ruang...-__-.

APA KO PUDULI SNA???

"sy adalah sy...ko adalah ko...jd apa ko hal ko mo

tgur sy?silaka..."ni la ba ayat ni sumandak ckap

ma ex tanak wagu dia yg maci

mangacau hidup dia....tp crta dia skrng

bukan psal ni sumandak...tp psal dri kita....


"jangan menyesal apa yg ko ada skrng...sbb

Tuhan yng bagi suma 2...msti ada sbb kta kna

bg bgni..."...butul...butul...sy sukung ni ayat...hargai hidup kita ba...jan kc sia2

masa muda...klo ada org tia puas hati jan pdli...AGRHH!!!PEDULI APA KO SNA...ni hidup

sy,ni diri sy...apa ko tia puas hati?? cakap dlm hati...

I AM WHO I AM,NO ONE CAN

CHANGE ME...THATS MY NATURAL

PERSONALITY...betul jga sy ckap ni...d dunia ni

msti ada yng tia puas hati sma kta...trus cuba mo

ubah kunun hidup kta...sial la...dia ingat

dia Tuhan ka mo Ubah hdup org...kita kna tgk

juga,ramai ba org mcm ni d

dunia....ingaa tutok id tulun diti ei...



sabar...sabar...jadi manusia kna la sbar...tp secara pindiknya,jan biar org control

kta...biar kta yang kontrol dri sendri...jan sja membunuh la kn????hehehhe...buat

benda yang bek,benda bek jga dbalas kn...sbar,sbar...PEACE!!!

BROKEN HEART HEAL WITH ENJOY THE LIFE

i felt broken heart after my break up...but after 3 weeks i realize that i have wasted my precious moment that is the moment of 20 th.....i should enjoy my single period not waste it with teardrop..DUHHH!!!!!

I NEED 2 CHANGE...

KITA HARUS MEMBAHAGIAKAN KEHIDUPAN BUKAN MENHANCURKN KEHIDUPAN...

sia mo injoy lipe...skarng jadi dewasa bukan jadi budak2...hahaha..ada bogia 1 ayat yang buat sia slalu simpan d liver...

dia bilang klo kantut jgn dipaksa nt nekesirit....btul la baitu kn....angin kn d purut bkn d pantat...hehe...sia mo injoy lipe btul ni o...hargai suma saat sy ada skrng...nt myesal pla lpas jd org tua...urg bilang lpas khwin tda sda dpat injoy life...btulllbtul...btul...sy sukung....

ada ba ni crita,

haro bogia tambalut ku boroson nga budak rnau msti pandai mnum...nda sah bdak rnau klo nda pndai mnum...hahahaha

mangangat diau mongoi menginum hilo badukan id hari 1(5hb.09.2011)...

sia pnya prasn pla mcm mkan peria sma coklat,cuka,manga sma garam...maksud dia len2...

perasan lain-lain...mcm mo p...mcm tda...mcm mo p....

tp mcm tda.

tp hati sia blang kc bahagiia ba hdup ko bkn kc sedih2.jan brkurung ja d rmah.....

hati sia blang mo p tp badan sia pla nda mo..pelik...susah ni...SUMANDAK RANAU BAINI..

nga boros noh id tambalut ku nga...bla lagi mo blajar minum??...

perasaan sia kcu bilau...riuh rendah...masam mnis...phit pun ada....sia pikir ni smpai nda dpt mkan kenyang...mandi pun nda basah...mnum kupi pun rsa phit...AIKKK.....mimang la bah kupi pait.....uish..LAST...LAST...sia ttdur...tda berjawab la soalan dia...hahaha...ini la serita sia tym cuti raya ni...crita KANOU MOGINUM ARAMAITEEE!!!..

ada bnyk lagi bei crita sia....tp nt la kio..sia d rnau smpai 11 sept...cuti mid sem gia...sjak 31hb lg sia d cni...mc ada bnyk msa lg bei...msa yng bnyk ni crta pun bnyk jga...hehehe

Being A Junior Make UP Artist.....

I got talent to make people beautiful...ha3..or maybe not...whether it is a disaster or

masterpiece..i'm not reaLLy sure..WELL,me being the gunie pig of my work...let see whether

my talent as makeup artist is a disaster or mastepiece..TAKE A LOOK!!

YEAH!!i know what the question is....

why always me as the genie pig?

well,this is because i have no courage to ask anybody to become my volunteer..in short form...

NO ONE WANTS TO BE MY VOULNTEER!!hahahahaha..no..no..just kidding...i;m not pro

enough to take someone to become my genie pig...if you look even closer...you look on a

uncomplete masterpiece..if i got the confident on my makeup talent....i will make up for

anybody...hehehehe..

NEW DIRECTION....

ITS been a long time i didn't write in this blog..well,im taking a long vacation from writing a blog cuz i got a lot things to do...

Now its been 3 weeks I'm at Sabah...i felt that my holiday is not

enough...well,what to do...I'm not a degree student like other University...as you

know,Degree student having their holidays until September...if you ask me,of

course I'm jealous but I already make my choice long time ago to enter Allied Science College...no regret..its ok...I'm fine with it...

Within these 3 weeks,i have through so many things....not many actually,bcuz

most of them happen in my house..hahahaha...i felt like the time past like the

KTM.(what a bad comparison)..so fast until i didn't notice..now is the final week

i'm in Sabah or more specifically in Ranau....huhuhu...so sad will leaving Ranau

just around the corner...

NOW I'm enjoying my last week in my sweet home..its true what they always

says...HOME SWEET HOME...words cannot describe what i felt now...what i felt

now is the most wonderful moment in my life....let me describe you a little bit

about the whether in my village...

the smooth wind blow through the door..

the sunshine gives beautiful color to this earth..

the flower blooming all within the fence..

the air is so refreshing and taking you to paradise...

so calm and releasable...

well..well...well...I;m getting better on the words....ha2...well,nothing

describable without picture isn't?...

well,i got no picture at my house but i got 1 picture from my kampong at

TAMBUNAN...I will show on my next post my refreshing moment at mu home....

WITHIN PRAYER.....

Crying In prayer doesn’t mean it is painful.

I have seen so many people crying while they were praying. Is it painful while praying?

Why they want to pray to God if it is painful? But now, I realise. It is not pain...it is a relieve. They ease that they have time with God.

They still have the moment to be with God. They were touched having such a precious time with God. Same as me.

Treasure God’s enlightenment as treasure

Soul craves His guidance as needed by soul
Hear angel messages as strive to hear
Act on messages as we must so act

Uplift those that are in need, do uplift
Judge not faults of another, do not judge
Forgive the hurts we feel, please do forgive
Wisdom you’ve acquired, do teach this wisdom

Thank all the gifts He’s given, do now thank
Share the love you have for God, learn to share
Acknowledge God as Saviour, acknowledge
Repent sins you’ve made, do learn to repent

Begin life anew with God, do begin
Accept His will in all things, do accept

Deep into my heart, I am wondering..why should I pray to God?...

Now, I realise that God actually lift my soul up to heaven...He give me calm in my mind and heart. Jesus will came back to this Earth. He already sacrificed himself and he will born again. I am thankful to God because giving me chance to live until this moment. We suppose give our time with God,because of Him...we still allive until now.

Why people never have moment with God in 24 hours eventhough God gave them a life to live?we should appreciate the moment we have right now...give thank to Him for everything

...Amen.(19/10/2010)