WITHIN PRAYER.....

Crying In prayer doesn’t mean it is painful.

I have seen so many people crying while they were praying. Is it painful while praying?

Why they want to pray to God if it is painful? But now, I realise. It is not pain...it is a relieve. They ease that they have time with God.

They still have the moment to be with God. They were touched having such a precious time with God. Same as me.

Treasure God’s enlightenment as treasure

Soul craves His guidance as needed by soul
Hear angel messages as strive to hear
Act on messages as we must so act

Uplift those that are in need, do uplift
Judge not faults of another, do not judge
Forgive the hurts we feel, please do forgive
Wisdom you’ve acquired, do teach this wisdom

Thank all the gifts He’s given, do now thank
Share the love you have for God, learn to share
Acknowledge God as Saviour, acknowledge
Repent sins you’ve made, do learn to repent

Begin life anew with God, do begin
Accept His will in all things, do accept

Deep into my heart, I am wondering..why should I pray to God?...

Now, I realise that God actually lift my soul up to heaven...He give me calm in my mind and heart. Jesus will came back to this Earth. He already sacrificed himself and he will born again. I am thankful to God because giving me chance to live until this moment. We suppose give our time with God,because of Him...we still allive until now.

Why people never have moment with God in 24 hours eventhough God gave them a life to live?we should appreciate the moment we have right now...give thank to Him for everything

...Amen.(19/10/2010)

GOD GIVES ME THE CHANCE TO LIVE AGAIN.

my OT frenz....Zaply and Nelvin.

my ex classmate-HALEYNA@HILINUT AND ERNA..

MY CLASSMATE NOW...HEHEHE

HE IS NOT H.E.L.J.O.

I thought my fate will be with him before but maybe God will give me someone who is better than him. I don’t know how and I don’t know why every time I get frusted, someone will come to me without my expectation. I hope my door will open because of him but i still blur with my feeling. Do I really love him and do I know my true feeling?Is it true?(17/08/10)

I want to love him and give him a chance to be in my life. He gives me hope in my life to continue in everything I want to be. I think I love you because I`m missing you everyday. He is ----------------.I believe at him. Thank to you, Lord for sending me someone I should love from now. I will declare it 18/08/2010. Now I will not be single anymore! Thank You Lord!

THE MOST Unexpected DAY IN MY LIFE....WHAT??????

hahahah...funny...so funny...the egg accident yesterday...erm..erm...hahahaha...

i have family in KSKB....i have sister,mother,father,brother and cousins..hehehe..mmg btl durang foster family sy tp apa yang saya tahu adalah...kasih sayang itu wujud dan terjalin lah 1 hubungan...hehehe...I BELIEVE THAT FACTS.I have died and lived again by the power of your love God. Kau telah menembus semua kesalahan saya yang telah saya lakukan selama ini. You always be with me when I`m down and never cease to leave me. God have the perfect love in this world.

WHO IS SHE???HaleynA Indan...

dia sahabat pertama sy yang tahan dgn sikap sy..sy knal Halyena sejak tingkatan 1 semasa masuk tuition Cgu Stella..skrangstiap cuti,msti sy cr dia...cuz she is my source of laugh..ahahaha...nda sbar sy mo jmp dia nnt masa cuti..Hel ank 1st dr 3 org adik beradik..so dia anak sulung la...berlainan dgn sy...Xda sngka sekarang sy dgn dia mjadi bestfren..Hel,sy syg ko...Thank You Lord...my friendship maintain until now...sy pgl dia Hel dlu and sekarng tp skrang sy pgl dia Hilinut..hahah,cuz dia pgil sy Edut...hahaha,HALLEYNA@HALLIANTUS...hahah...lucu pla kan khdupan kita?

The Piece of my life....

Everyday I have a new page of my life. I thought that it will me the last for me to said what I felt toward him but it all end yesterday. My heart crushes into pieces when I know the truth that he already own by someone else. I felt that I want to suicide myself. I felt that I want to cry so much. I really want to scream and regret what have I done toward him...I lose myself but I try to put myself together because I know that besides him I still have God as the loved one. Yes, I admit that my heart really in pain like the knife stabbing in but I can`t change anything. What happens already happening? What can I do now? Should I give up? My consultant said to me that just hold on, just act natural and act professional. I hope I can do it... I really want to say thanks to God what he did to me... giving me spirit to live on.

Happiest day, the most successful day, the healthiest day of your life.

Respond to each person that crosses your path in the knowledge that they come to bring you a blessing. Respond in love to that blessing and you shall have blessings happed upon blessings, and it will be glad day for you rather than a hard day because of your simple understanding of reaction or response. This day is the greatest gift that you have ever known throughout your whole life- THIS IS ONE DAY!

You are created and placed on this earth to fulfill all you given..

Kenapa manusia terkejar-kejar mencari kekayan duniawi tapi tidak pernah terkejar-kejar mencari kekayaan rohani?(31/07/10)

Hari ni saya sedar bahawa semangat berkobar-kobar bukan menyusahkan kita,keyakinan membawa kita kejayaan. Ini dapat ditunjukkan melalui kejayaan oleh kumpulan Farmasi dalam pertandingan debat piala Pengarah. Ecik,dia seorang yang agak menjengkelkan tapi semangat dan keyakinan yang ada padanya tidak pernah malap. Hari ini saya amat mengkagumi dia. Semangat yang membakar dalam diri dia tidak pernah malap dan tidak pernah berhenti membakar malah apinya semakin besar. Hari ini,dia telah menyedari diri saya betapa pentingnya keyakinan harus wujud dalam diri kita yang boleh mmembawa kebahagiaan. Allah,terima kasih atas segalanya yang kau berikan.Amen!(14/08/10).......

LAST BUT NOT LEAST...PBK11...
i really want to go but I cant go cuz Im here...huhuhu...
Shalom... Selepas 12 tahun penganjuran Pesta Belia Keuskupan yang ke-10, akhirnya kita bakal digegarkan dengan penganjuran Pesta Belia yang ke-11 bakal berlangsung di Keuskupan Agung Kota Kinabalu pada 6 -9hb September di Katedral Hati Kudus Kota Kinabalu. Pelbagai program yang menarik telah dirangka khusus kepada para belia untuk membantu dan menyemarakkan lagi komitmen dan pelayanan mereka sebagai seorang belia katolik dan agar kehidupan mereka lebih berpusatkan kepada Kristus.



Untuk menyambut kedatangan pesta belia yang ke-11 ini, pelbagai aktiviti giat dijalankan bagi mempromosikan dan mewar-warkan penganjuran belia Belia Keuskupan ini kepada para Belia dan Umat di Keuskupn Agung Kota Kinabalu. Baru baru ini, Main Organising Team ( MOT ) dengan kerjasama sub Komiti MOT telah menjalankan program “ Jelajah PBK ” di beberapa paroki yang terpilih. Jelajah PBK yang pertama telah di adakan di St James Tenghilan dan Jelajah PBK yang kedua telah di jalankan di St Aloysius Limbanak.



Penganjuran PBK-11 pada kali ini akan memberikan pengalaman dan pendedahan yang sangat menarik dan memberikan nostalgia yang cukup menarik dan beharga kepada para peserta kerana sepanjang program ini berjalan, para peserta akan tinggal bersama sama dengan keluarga angkat yang telah disediakan oleh pihak penganjur. Melalui keluarga angkat ini para peserta akan berpeluang untuk mempelajari cara kehidupan mereka di samping mengalami dan meyelami cinta kasih Tuhan melalui keluarga angkat . Semoga Tuhan sentiasa bersama anda dan jumpa anda di PBK-11. –Publisiti PBK-11...

I REALLY NEED YOU,JESUS!!!!I LOVE YOU AND PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME!!!!

I was Given a Chance By God

My journal in 2010...after 4+1 month i have been away from my family...

The day i came in Sabah, i felt relieve. The love that i kept since 4 month....

Let no one disregard you because you are young, but be an example to all the believers in the way you speak and behave, and in your love, your faith and your purity....

When people lose their love, they will find new sources of love that will not give them happiness.

When you keep saying you are buzy, then you are never free.

Don’t let someone become the priory of your life.

When you wake up on the morning, you have two choices either go back to sleep and dream or wake up then chase up your dream.

Time is like a river, you can`t touch the same water twice, because the flow has pass and never pass again. Same as your life, life is short. Enjoy every moment of your life.....

I CRIED SO MUCH ON SUNDAY MAKING ME REALIZE WHO I AM...THANKS GOD..I APPRECIATE ALL THE CHANCE GOD GIVE TO ME...HALELUYA!!!!!

now,i realize who important my life toward everyone...i promise to improve myself..thanks to everything!!!

NEW HOPE!!!

new hope for my coming birthday!!

my new roomate...ainn!!

sad???

sexy??

new semester has just begun...and new challenges also have just begun...

new subjects,new environment...new feelings...i hope i will have a new spirit...huhu...lord,please be with me always....second weeks in college...yet the spirit to study is low...not yet come a lot...but all I know that I MUST PASSED ALL MY PAPER THIS SEMESTER...i want to realize who am I in this world...i have to feeling to get mature...

this is for my love...hope he is reading it!!

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I thought everything gonna be ok..well, it’s makes me feel more confident about my feeling after you would walk with me after church.11/07/2010..I thought i`m gonna exposed my true feeling about you along we walk together but I still can`t find the correct moment for me to say it...I am regret to what I have lose...the chance is given but the moment hasn’t come for me...that`s I said to myself...the time has come but the chance has not come...IF ONLY I CAN BE HONEST TO YOU...I WILL NOT SUFFER MY FEELING ANYMORE....but I will lose you if I do that...I CAN`T LOSE YOU...BECAUSE I LOVE YOU...

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I STILL BLURR WITH MY FEELING...HOW CAN IT BE???

SIT AND RELAX...

today is saturday...all i do at home is sit and relax..this is my favourite thing to do every saturday...enjoying my day...every weekends(actually this is what i do everyday when comes to holidays)haha...whatever...ok...fine..right now...im gonna enjoy my day...hahah..bye...


all i do when these days come is relax that eventually makes me fat???hahaha...no..no

STEPS OF HAPPINESS................

DUNIA INI MENGAJARKAN

HIDUPLAH TANPA TUJUAN
NAMUN KU TAU KEB'NARAN
KU DICIPTA 'TUK BERJALAN BAGI BAPA

KU TAKKAN DENGARKAN DUNIA
KU TAKKAN HIDUP TANPA-MU
KU TAKKAN DENGARKAN DUNIA
KU MAU HIDUP UNTUK-MU
KU TAKKAN DENGARKAN DUNIA

APAKAH ARTI HIDUP JIKA HIDUP TANPA-MU

Ever

ybody Knows,
You can't be all things to all people.
You can't do all things at once.
You can't do all things equally well.
You can't do all things better than everyone else.
Your humanity is showing just like everyone else's.

So,
You have to find out who you are, and be that.
You have to decide what comes first, and do that.
You have to discover your strengths, and use them.
You have to learn not to compete with others, because no one else is in the contest of "being you".

Then,
You will have learned to accept your own uniqueness.
You will have learned to set priorities and make decisions.
You will have learned to live with your limitations.
You will have learned to give yourself the respect that is due.
And you'll be a most vital mortal.

Believe,
That you are a wonderful, unique person.
That you are a once-in all history event.
That it's more than a right, it's your duty, to be who you are.
That life is not a problem to solve, but a gift to cherish.
And you'll be able to stay one up on what used to get you down....

special dedicated to all my friends whom always be with me all my years in this life...thank you!love you all...please always be with me...

FRIENDS...PLEASE VOTE FOR HIM..

THIS IS MY FRIEND..
his name is NELVIN ELESTER
REPRESENTING MY COLLEGE : College of Allied Health Science
PLEASE VOTE HIM..

IN THE PROJECT O&O...

JUST ENTER FACEBOOK!

NOTHING I CAN SAY MORE ABOUT HIM BUT ALL I CAN SAY THAT HE IS A GOOD MAN.
HE HELPS ME A LOT..
COME FROM PENAMPANG,SABAH.
AS SABAHAN, HE IS HUMBLE..
THIS IS NELVIN ELESTER...



HE DESERVED TO ENTER STAGE 2..HEE...
HE IS TALENTED MAN!
CAN DANCE AND SING(i think so...hehe)


"If you can't excell with talent, triumph with effort....."..
THIS IS THE WORD OF WISDOM FROM NELVIN ELESTER...

TO VOTE HIM PLEASE ENTER THIS LINK..

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=264831&id=114085355285849

TODAY IS ME AGAIN 22/06/2010

HUHU...finally..its teusday...in June...2nd last week of June..
today we all will see all about me..i dont like to write so much tody..i just want you all see my life..hehehe..why dont we start with a picture?they said that 1 picture tells a thousand stories...hehehe..we just look and see ok?..

THIS IS ME...LOVE THE RIVER...WHERE AM I?IM AT ULU YAM,SELANGOR.(2010)



THE ENTRY OF THE PLACE..ULU YAM...WELCOME!
this is when our pharmacy gathering...17/04/2010.

it take 1 hour or more to reach this place..but in the end,it pay...cuz,this place is beautiful...wow!i give 75% for this place...hehehe

THIS IS ME AND DADDY..at the BORNEO PARADISE,PAPAR,KOTA KINABALU.(2008)

this is when Im at TAMPIN,NEGERI SEMBILAN. CHURCH ACTIVITY!(2010)

THIS IS ME,IN KL SENTRAL,KUALA LUMPUR...HAHAHA..PROMOTION OF NEW HANDPHONE.(2010)


ThIs IS ME IN LABUAN MATRICULATION COLLEGE,LABUAN....HAHAHA..funny face!hehehe...december 2009.in pre christmas night!

THIS IS MARINE MUZIUM,LABUAN(2009)..LOVE THAT AQUARIUM!


THIS IS WHEN IM AT HOSPITAL SUNGAI BULOH,SELANGOR.ENJOYING MY FRIDAY BREAK..HEHEEHE(2010).


THIS IS ME AT HOME,MY HOME AT KG.MATAN,RANAU,SABAH.

THIS IS ME AND PRISCILLA,DINNER AT A HOTEL.(FORGET THAT NAME)...KUALA LUMPUR(2010)

THIS IS ME IN THE WEEK OF PRACTICAL IN HOSPITAL RANAU,SABAH(2010)..WITH ALL THE MEMBERS OF HOSPITAL???(HAHAHA...MAYBE)

ok,i think thats all for today..i need to finish my assignment before the deadline..or not..im dead..huhu...please excuse me..bye~~see you all next post!tataaa...

INTRODUCING ME...

IN here,its just me,myself and i....and all my friend and maybe my fans...haha..i dont really think i got fans but its not wrong to say it...kwang...kwang...
ok,back 2 the basic...
my name is EDNA MARTIN. people used to called me Peng.
Im from Ranau,Sabah. Many people said that people come from Ranau are fair and beautiful. At first,i dont really think so but now i know that all they said is true. I cannot deny the fact..My friends also as fair as me. Maybe it just because we live in a cool and fresh place.hahaha.hehe,ok next...i am 18 year old.actually on the way to 19 years old. my birthday is 16/10/2010 hahaa...and im a LIBRA girl..hehehe...im the last daughter of my family...but it doesn't mean that im a so much childish ..

im still studying actually..now,im studying at COLLEGE OF ALLIED HEALTH SCIENCE..or may called KOLEJ SAINS KESIHATAN BERSEKUTU..in Sg. Buloh,Selangor in course of DIPLOMA OF PHARMACY.huhu...~~

by the way,here's some word of wisdom I like the most..
Sunday, June 20, 2010
None of Us is as Good as All of Us
Ray Kroc

Monday, June 21, 2010
All that we are is the result of what we have thought. The mind is everything. What we think, we become.
Buddha

Tuesday, June 22, 2010
It's in your moments of decision that your destiny is shaped.
Anthony Robbins

Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Ambition is like love, impatient both of delays and rivals.
Buddha

Thursday, June 24, 2010
The Wright brothers flew right through the smoke screen of impossibility.
Charles F. Kettering

Friday, June 25, 2010
Determination is the wake-up call to the human will.
Anthony Robbins

Saturday, June 26, 2010
He who has achieved success has worked well, laughed often and loved much.
Elbert Hubbard

Sunday, June 27, 2010
A day wasted on others is not wasted on one's self.
Charles Dickens

LOVE IT SO MUCH ABOUT THIS WORD...


WHAT I LOVE THE MOST IN THIS WORLD?HMMMM..

well,i still single actually. So i can say that what i love the most in this world is my family member.Although, we sometimes fight but...to me that is the love i need..^-^..well,i think that all for today..i don`t really talk much but i try to talk much next post..hehe(actually im just tired from doing my assignment today)...well,thats all..bye everybody~~by the way, i am sorry if my word is hard to understand..cuz,THIS IS ME!