I was Given a Chance By God

My journal in 2010...after 4+1 month i have been away from my family...

The day i came in Sabah, i felt relieve. The love that i kept since 4 month....

Let no one disregard you because you are young, but be an example to all the believers in the way you speak and behave, and in your love, your faith and your purity....

When people lose their love, they will find new sources of love that will not give them happiness.

When you keep saying you are buzy, then you are never free.

Don’t let someone become the priory of your life.

When you wake up on the morning, you have two choices either go back to sleep and dream or wake up then chase up your dream.

Time is like a river, you can`t touch the same water twice, because the flow has pass and never pass again. Same as your life, life is short. Enjoy every moment of your life.....

I CRIED SO MUCH ON SUNDAY MAKING ME REALIZE WHO I AM...THANKS GOD..I APPRECIATE ALL THE CHANCE GOD GIVE TO ME...HALELUYA!!!!!

now,i realize who important my life toward everyone...i promise to improve myself..thanks to everything!!!

NEW HOPE!!!

new hope for my coming birthday!!

my new roomate...ainn!!

sad???

sexy??

new semester has just begun...and new challenges also have just begun...

new subjects,new environment...new feelings...i hope i will have a new spirit...huhu...lord,please be with me always....second weeks in college...yet the spirit to study is low...not yet come a lot...but all I know that I MUST PASSED ALL MY PAPER THIS SEMESTER...i want to realize who am I in this world...i have to feeling to get mature...

this is for my love...hope he is reading it!!

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I thought everything gonna be ok..well, it’s makes me feel more confident about my feeling after you would walk with me after church.11/07/2010..I thought i`m gonna exposed my true feeling about you along we walk together but I still can`t find the correct moment for me to say it...I am regret to what I have lose...the chance is given but the moment hasn’t come for me...that`s I said to myself...the time has come but the chance has not come...IF ONLY I CAN BE HONEST TO YOU...I WILL NOT SUFFER MY FEELING ANYMORE....but I will lose you if I do that...I CAN`T LOSE YOU...BECAUSE I LOVE YOU...

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I STILL BLURR WITH MY FEELING...HOW CAN IT BE???